
Laney Love Memories
Capturing Forever Treasured Moments
Love Letter
~ Poem from my book "Deep Within My Soul" - LM
Love Letter
My dearest love, today I sat and thought, with every breath I took, of only you. I remember when we first got together like it was yesterday. Two people in two different worlds not knowing what life had in store. An opening of the door and there you stand, a man with a heart the size of the heavens above. One day led to the next, and then days turned into months, and months into years.
Today, you are far away and I'm unable to hold you, kiss you, or even tell you I love you every day, as we go through the hardest thing we have ever had to go through in these last years we have been apart. Yes, I miss you and can't wait to be able to wrap my arms around you and hold you close to my heart. Days go by and nights get longer. It makes me stronger and stronger. I want you to know that I will be here as long as it takes; one thing I want you to know is, I love you and you will forever be in my heart.
My love, I can not stand this. It is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this it just becomes too much to bear. I can not sleep most nights from thinking of you.
I just have to tell you, to share with you that sacred part of my inner, secret life, the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always say. I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing emotions. I believe that is the cause of my reticence in telling you how I feel sometimes, that and the fact that passion in an extreme state can be scary, you almost just want to shut it away for fear that it will eventually destroy you. I think of my feelings, my love for you not with craving or with hope or even desire, but just with a kind of wonder that such things could be. You have opened my eyes to how love could be. I can promise you this, I will never again settle for less.
But, at this time in both of our lives, we are surrounded by possibilities of choice, open doors, and wide horizons, which I know, may come between us. But I also know and hope that they could eventually bring us together, with both of us being better people for the time we spent apart. And so for now I function between maybe and maybe not. It's a strange mixture of love and sex and sorrow and hope and longing and faith. Even though you are far away, you're all that I can see, I carry you with me through all my days and I miss you more than I can say. I love you no less than if you were right here now.
I know I have a tendency to be impetuous at times - thus the reason for this letter. I love you and am waiting for the day when I can feel your arms around me again. In the window, I continue to stand...
-LM
Love Waits ~ Poem from my book "Deep Within My Soul" -LM
Love Waits
My love waits...
Love has knocked at my door...
He's only miles away...
That has parted us and drowning me everyday...
Waves of sadness and lonliness followed by dismay...
I miss our love with every beat my heart makes...
The absence of his touch is tearing me apart...
Circumstance has betrayed us and kept us both blue...
He is the one who keeps me together...
To me he is the one that knows...
The one who wipes away my tears...
Understands and protects me from my fears...
He comfort me when the time is right...
When we part for days, it's the pain the increases...
I hold on to the love we share....
Hoping I wont be replaced...
My love continue to wait...
I look into his brown eyes and get lost...
The touches of his hands across my body...
He opened up his heart to me...
Allowing me to be the only one to see...
He made me believe in true love like no one else could...
A smile is always on my face when he is in my grace...
My heart races every time I see him in my view...
Tears come to my eyes when we have to say our good byes...
I know someday will come and we will show the world that love will wait...
As he picks me up and hugs me so tight...
Making me feel like time has stopped...
Our day will come sooner then the words that we speak...
For until then my love waits...
-LM